Monthly Archives: January 2014

loving you in your pain

Posted on January 15, 2014 by

loving you in your pain is a rending I feel it twist and tear inside where I am so tender my very soul splits my fists shake at the ceiling if there’s god he is up on a throne looking … Continue reading →

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I want to love without fearing you won’t love back

Posted on January 13, 2014 by

I want to love without fearing you won’t love back. And if you don’t, I want to love myself still in dignity, want not to doubt my worth, nor curl in shame against the force of my feeling. Love—given without … Continue reading →

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open not clenched

Posted on January 13, 2014 by

I’m trying not to love you like a leash.  Not to chase you down, force your gaze my way, check in, do you love me and how and tell me please.  I am trying to hold myself gently, with open … Continue reading →

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